You know what you need to do. Doing it is another story.
You can be smart, capable, self-aware and still spend an unbelievable amount of energy trying to get yourself to do ordinary things. ADHD therapy can help us figure out what is actually getting in the way and make your life easier to manage without expecting you to become a different person.
It's not that you don't know what you're supposed to do.
You can know exactly what needs to happen and still not be able to get yourself to start.
You might manage complicated things at work and avoid one basic phone call for three months. Remember something when you can't do it and forget it when you finally can. Lose an afternoon trying to begin a task that takes twenty minutes. Put something off until the anxiety and urgency become strong enough to get you moving.
Maybe you've bought the planners, downloaded the apps, made the lists and created routines that worked beautifully until they suddenly didn't. You may actually be very good at figuring out what you should do. The hard part is getting that plan to survive contact with your actual life.
And ADHD doesn't only affect productivity. Years of being called careless, inconsistent, lazy, too sensitive, not trying hard enough, or someone who “has so much potential” can change the way you see yourself. It can affect your confidence, your relationships and how much you trust yourself to follow through.
After enough years of this, it's really easy to start thinking the problem is you.
“I keep putting it off” doesn't tell me enough.
If something matters to you and it still isn't getting done, I want to know what happens between I need to do this and I didn't do it again.
Where, exactly, does it get stuck?
Is the first step unclear? Are there too many decisions? Is one annoying part making you avoid the whole thing? Do you forget the task exists until it becomes urgent? Does starting feel weirdly uncomfortable? Are you waiting to feel ready? Does the system require you to remember something your brain reliably does not remember?
A task that has been sitting there for months can sometimes be held up by one surprisingly small obstacle. If we don't identify the obstacle, we can spend a lot of time solving the wrong problem.
That's the level I want us working at.
ADHD is a lot bigger than being distracted.
A lot has to happen between deciding to do something and actually doing it. ADHD can make different parts of that process unreliable, even when the intention is completely there.
Starting
Getting from knowing about a task to beginning it, especially when it's boring, vague, tedious or uncomfortable.
Remembering
Holding onto what you meant to do, what you were just doing, where something went, or the thought you were sure you wouldn't forget.
Managing time
Estimating how long things take, transitioning, leaving on time, planning ahead and making the future feel real enough to act on now.
Regulating
Shifting attention, tolerating frustration, managing impulses and staying with something when your brain wants to be anywhere else.
Acceptance isn't the same thing as resignation.
I don't want you spending your life at war with your ADHD or constantly measuring yourself against a version of you who doesn't have it.
I also don't think accepting your ADHD means shrugging at everything that's difficult and deciding this is just how your life has to be.
Some things need accommodation. Some need a different system. Some expectations deserve to be thrown out entirely. And some things are boring, annoying, uncomfortable or hard and still need to get done.
Therapy has to make it out of the therapy room.
Insight matters. Understanding your ADHD matters. But if you understand yourself beautifully and your life is still impossible to manage, we're not done. I tend to get practical.
Figure out what's actually happening
We get specific about attention, executive functioning, avoidance, emotions, motivation and context instead of treating every unfinished task like the same problem.
Reduce unnecessary executive work
If something repeatedly depends on memory, motivation or a monthly burst of organization, we look at what can be automated, simplified, externalized, combined or removed.
Build around your actual life
I care much less about whether a routine looks impressive than whether you're still using some version of it three months from now. We build around your real patterns, responsibilities and energy.
Practice follow-through
I may body double with you. We might send the email in session or start the thing you've been avoiding. You get practice moving through the point where you usually stop, with the goal of needing less support from me over time.
Planning how to do the thing can become another way not to do it.
Strategies are useful. So are planners, reminders, routines and ADHD tools. But there is a point where finding another system or spending another hour figuring out how to make something easier keeps you safely in preparation.
We might do the first piece together. Use body doubling or accountability. Practice beginning before motivation arrives. Work on tolerating the discomfort that comes with starting.
Over time, you build actual evidence from your own life that you can start, recover when you get off track and follow through more often. That's how self-trust starts to come back.
Not every stuck moment is ADHD.
Difficulty starting can come from executive dysfunction. It can also come from anxiety, perfectionism, obsessive doubt, trauma, depression, sensory overload, burnout, or simply not wanting to do something.
ADHD also commonly exists alongside other concerns, including autism, OCD and anxiety. Similar behavior can have very different reasons behind it. If we assume every problem is ADHD because you have ADHD, we can end up using the wrong intervention over and over again.
I want to understand what is driving this particular pattern before deciding what we should do about it.
I have ADHD too.
My ADHD won't necessarily look like yours. But I understand some of this from somewhere beyond a textbook. You won't have to convince me that something can matter deeply to you and still be incredibly hard to do, or that a capable person can struggle with things that look simple from the outside.
ADHD therapy in San Jose + throughout California
I'm Katie Robey, LCSW, and I provide online ADHD therapy for adults throughout California. My practice, Evolve Talk Therapy, is based in San Jose and serves adults across Silicon Valley, Los Gatos, Palo Alto, the Bay Area and throughout the state.
Clients often come to me for help with executive dysfunction, task initiation, chronic procrastination, time management, organization, emotional regulation, overwhelm, ADHD burnout, masking, inconsistent routines and difficulty following through.
Because therapy is online, the work can stay close to your actual life. We can talk about the routine that keeps falling apart, look at the system you're trying to use, work through the thing you're avoiding, and figure out what needs to change while you're in the environment where you're actually trying to make it work.
You don't need to become a different person to make your life work better.
Let's figure out what's actually getting in the way, what needs to change, and what will help you follow through on the things that matter to you.
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